The Doctor: She's climbing out the window, isn't she? Secretary: Yes, she is.

Since school's been out, high school I should say, I've been feeling as though graduation was just pomp-and-circumstantial-ass-kick out of the realm of comfort and into a frighteningly shiny world of...money, loans, jobs, money, cars, mortgages, rent... credit. It's really all just a never ending cycle of borrowing and gaining and losing over and over and over until you die.

At least, that's what it seems like at the moment, and I'm still living at home. Truth be told, I don't think I can survive in the real world.

Sometimes... when I'm alone, I seriously consider just letting go of my sanity.

-Go fuckin' nuts... 'cause it seems like it'd be easier, men in lab coats... tranquilizer darts... no responsibility... just sit and watch t.v. I could even drool on my shirt allllll day if I wanted... medicine time... snack time... it'd be like pre-school all over again.

Pre-school was nice.

About time

I hung out with some pretty unfortunate people the other day... it made me appreciate my sensible friends.

You know who you guys are, and thanks.

Oh, these things... they ruin me.

I'm bored and have time to kill before work, so what the hell...


A. The rules of the game are posted at the beginning.

B. Each player lists 6 facts/habits about themselves.

C. At the end of the post, the player then tags 6 people and posts their names, then goes to their blogs and leaves them a comment, letting them know that they have been tagged and asking them to read your blog.

1. If I'm in an airport in a new place and I have no idea where I'm going I will use a foreign accent so that people won't think I'm an ignorant American.

2. I hate when people use the word 'party' as a verb.

3. Sometimes I go days without sleep or food on accident... It's bad, I know.

4. I love my family and friends so much it actually hurts.

5. I have a flash temper that is easily set off by stupidity and I can be very cruel to anyone who makes an ignorant comment.

6. I am a massive fan of the films.

I'm not going to tag anyone. I'm sorry. looooove you.

-Can't think of anything witty in particular for the title...

For the longest time I've had... little lies that I slip into from situation to situation. When I say lies, I don't mean I tell them- I mean I become them. It's like a pair of shoes or dress for each occasion that I don because I want certain people to view me in a certain way. This has lent itself to some rather annoying set backs though. Because by doing this I've unintentionally created expectations in others for me to always act that way (I hope this makes sense), and it can get very tiresome to live up to those expectations.

Right now, is one of those days where all I'm thinking is, "Fuck all! I just want to be a buttercup."

This is, selfish of me to think, because I know that I'm not the only human being on the planet who acts this way, everybody does. Everybody I've ever met has different acts they put on around different people. It's normal.

GReat

I really have nothing to day right now...

I just felt like blogging.

Ignore this post.

poopy

yeeeeah, I can't get rid of this blog. I'm too attached to it.

I'll just have to post things on my myspace, facebook and this....

grrr.

...

I think the time has finally come when I say farewell to this blog....

It's going to take several days, because I need to transfer all my blogs over to either my myspace profile or my facebook profile, but it has been decreed:

I, JESSAMYN SVENSSON WILL NEVER USE THIS BLOG AGAIN SO...

GOOD-BYE,
SO LONG,
...and good luck?

Kick Freaking Ass

watch. enjoy.