blahblahblahaaahh black sheep...

okay so my title has nothing to do with my actual blog....well the first part did, then it reminded me of bah bah black sheep...and that's when everything fell apart. okay so the noise...it was brought upon by my currently sticky situation...I shouldn't even be making a blog about this, because it's just going to come back and bite me in the ass, but I'm about to go insane if I don't write it down somewhere, and nobody ever reads my blog, so it'a all good....

okay, since basically anyone who is going to read this already knows who these guys are...I'm still going to give them names...guy1, and guy2.

okay so everyone who knows me well knows that I have had this thing on and off for guy1 for a while now, and I think that he's beginning to like me back, which is good because I've liked him for so long...now this is where guy2 gets involved, I like guy2...alot (but I like guy1 more) and well he's being more....blatant about his feelings toward me than guy1...what it comes down to is this; I won't try anything with guy2 if I know I have a chance with guy1, but I don't KNOW if I have a chance with guy1, I just THINK that I might, and I don't KNOW if guy1 is going to get his butt in gear and just DO something about his feelings toward me (if he has any)because he knows that I like him, or if he's going to just stick with droolng over what he can't get. In the mean time I don't want to lead guy2 into believing there might be a chance for something between us, but if guy1 doesn't do anything, he's going to lose his chance because I'm jsut going to give up on him and go for guy2.....!

wow...writing that down really helped...

Okay so I was checking my email today aaaaannnddd...

One of my friends sent me this lame ass forward that just ticked me off. I read it and was like, "oh fu bi! whoever sent this is a whoe bag! go da!"

"You may have heard in the news that a couple of Post Offices in Texas have been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST," The law, they say, is being violated. Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we
all write "IN GOD WE TRUST" on the back of all our mail. After all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on and DO IT. The idea of writing or stamping "IN GOD WE TRUST" on our envelopes sounds like a great idea to me. It has been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust" on our money and having God in the pledge of Allegiance. Could it be that WE just need to take some action and tell those 14% to "sit down and shut up"? If you agree, pass this on, if not delete."

....AAAAAAAAARRRRRGGGHHH! what the HELL!?!? Why can't people just get in into their think heads that just because a few petty people who feel the need to raise all hell over a few words in our Pledge of Allegiance and our money, doesn't mean that the rest of us have to be petty in return! I mean so what! some Atheists are crapping some cows over the word "God" appearing in a federal office! who cares!? I sure as hell don't, and if I did I wouldn't be spreading this kind of email around!

And to all you people who send this kind of stuff I only have one thing to say to you...By sending these emails our you are failing to rouse national patriotism. It only causes rifts to get wider and split between groups of people (ie. religous and non-religious people) so please stop sending them...cause you're only going to piss me off more.