Wednesday, March 16, 2005

Post with no Name

Angels appreciate things about you that you thought no one else ever even noticed...

I hate this saying...I'm sure it's true, but that's not going to stop me from hating it I hate lots of things actually...high school, high school melodrama, life...Life is a hard thing to place an emotion on...I hate it, it frustrates me...but at the same time...

without the mask where will you hide
can't find yourself lost in your lie

Why do people feel the need to hide behind a mask..every morning that's the first thing they do is put on a mask, a wall that protects them from the harshness and truth that the world is...but at the same time prevents you from experiencing all that life has to offer...I know I wear a mask, and I know that I'll never be rid of it...and that's what scares me most.

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

when I was young my daddy died...he died before I got to know him...he died before I got to appreciate his sacrifices...he died before I got the chance to truly love him...I'll never know what it's like to have your DADDY hug you goodnight, I'll never know what it's like to be comforted by DADDY after my first heartbreak, I'll never know what's it's like to be upstairs putting makeup on for prom while DADDY gives "Joe Tall Dark and Handsome" the infamous "Talk" downstairs, I'll never know what it's like to have DADDY walk me down the isle when I get married...and worst of all...I never got the chance to tell him good-bye...

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