Wednesday, October 24, 2007

-Can't think of anything witty in particular for the title...

For the longest time I've had... little lies that I slip into from situation to situation. When I say lies, I don't mean I tell them- I mean I become them. It's like a pair of shoes or dress for each occasion that I don because I want certain people to view me in a certain way. This has lent itself to some rather annoying set backs though. Because by doing this I've unintentionally created expectations in others for me to always act that way (I hope this makes sense), and it can get very tiresome to live up to those expectations.

Right now, is one of those days where all I'm thinking is, "Fuck all! I just want to be a buttercup."

This is, selfish of me to think, because I know that I'm not the only human being on the planet who acts this way, everybody does. Everybody I've ever met has different acts they put on around different people. It's normal.

3 comments:

The Asian Sensation said...

I believe that. People see themselves through other people..
I dunno.
I don't try to, but I know I act different, even if its not a lot different.. .still... different.

that lisa girl said...

I can't seem to get my shoes to come off....

I'm fucked man, completely fucked. I got too comfortable in the shoes that I made for myself, and now I'm stuck.

Haha, that's all anyone needs to know of me. Lol.

I sound so emo. Without meaning to.

MerktheGreat said...

hey jess, i tagged you. read my blog and you'll understand