Thursday, September 28, 2006

YAY!

Take the quiz:
What classy actress are you?

Lucille Ball
You are Lucille Ball! You are an amazing, charming, charasmatic women who makes everybody laugh! You lock people under your spell, and they are enchanted by you. You are a beautiful, classy comedian.

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Monday, September 25, 2006

Faulty: Send in for Repairs

I'm Proud
Stubborn
Critical
Jealous
Morally Weak
Unsure
Competitive
I Procrastinate
I'm Fake
Vain
Ego-Centric
Spiteful
Judgmental
Untrusting
Untrustworthy
Conniving
Two-Faced

TELL ME!

Tell me I'm a Diva
Tell me I'm a Bitch
Please...Please
Tell me I'm stuck in my own little world

Because I am.
I am.
I am.

Stuck...
I can't help you, and it's eating me up inside.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

Everytime eh?

Your True Birth Month Is January

Loyal
Social
Logical
Easily jealous
Loves children
Rather reserved
Highly attentive
Likes to criticize
Needs close friends


Ambitious and serious
Smart, neat and organized
Hardworking and productive
Loves to teach and be taught
Quiet unless excited or tensed
Sensitive and has deep thoughts
Knows how to make others happy
Searches for the greatest romance
Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds
Romantic but has difficulties expressing love
Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

Funniest Freaking Messages EVER

I was on my death bed Saturday night so I was unable to get up and find my phone even though I heard it ring, and then it died...Sousa and Jenesse I am so sorry. So anyway, Sousa left a bunch of messages on my phone... I thought I was going to die. lol

9:47 p.m.

Jessamyn you disapoint me that was the most boring answering machine ever! okay. call jenesse's phone back because my phone is in my pants and I have a hot beverage inbetween my leeeggs. hahaha anyways Jessy. call me back even if you're at homecoming okay. okay? call me back!

9:53 p.m.

JESSAMMYYYNNN I apologize. you're anwering machine is more entertaining than when I first called I wasn't really listening the first time- Jenesse! ...Jenesse is snorting hot caramel apple cider..but uh Jessamyn I noticed that your phone went straight to answering machine so you better be talking to somebody or else I'll be...supremely disapointed...

9:57 p.m.

Jessy. Jessy! I know you're there. I know you're there okay? alright. stop playing games okay? stop playing games with me. you know why? because playing games with me insults my intelligence, and that makes me very angry.

10:05 p.m.

You turned your phone off didn't you? I know your tricks, okay? I know your tricks it's not lost...it's not lost don't- don't even try that one. Uou turned your phone off you know right where it is and you know right how it is...it's off isn't it? you and I both know the truth now.

10:54 p.m.

Jessy...damn you to hell...

In each message I could hear jenesse laughing in the background. It was HIIIILLARIOUS.

Friday, September 15, 2006

On Being Burned, And Living Through It: Have a Little Faith.

High School is about making mistakes...

It's about deciding to sluff class and feeling the reprocussions later.
It's about going out with guys that ones parents might not approve of.
It's about testing out new possibilities, limits and boundaries.

In my years of High School I've done all of these things...each having drastic consequences to my social and emotional state. both postitive and negative. Yes, I dated Chase Brown. He's kind of a jack-ass, but he's a jack-ass that I care a great deal about... and I still consider him a friend.

Yes, I sluffed classes my junior year. This decision in hindsight was both stupid and enlightening. Stupid because now I have to make up a term of Honors English before I can graduate, Enlightening because I've learned just how amazing a single human can be when put under severe amounts of pressure, and that my friends are the funniest most intelligent people I've ever met.

I have been burned pretty bad when it comes to the relationsips portion of my adolescent years... but whenever I start to feel bad for myself I just take a minute and think objectively about my entire situation (a trick that I learned while sluffing class by the way), and I realise that it's not so bad, in comparison to others' experiences it was actually pretty smooth sailing.

So please, parents... before you condemn a child for a wrong decision, remember your own High School years, when you made dumb decisions and got hurt. Remember how much you learned from that experience, and think about how it's made you the person you are today... We love you. We really do, we just need a little freedom to do what we're supposed to do, and that is to stumble along the path to enlightenment.

The little boy looked deeply into the flames of the fire before him, his mother's words repeating in his mind, "Don't touch the fire, you'll be burned..." He believed his mother of course, but there was just something so intriguing about the way the flames licked desperately at the air, stuggling to escape the confines of it's own fiery existance... It made you want to reach out, just once... "Don't touch the fire, you'll be burned...."

But sometimes we have to feel the burn for ourselves.

Thursday, September 14, 2006

Who Would Be Jealous Then Of Such A One...

You take the breath right out of me
and left a hole where my heart should be
you gotta fight just to make it through
...'cause I will be the death of you


It's not that bad.
It really isn't.
It just feels that way, y'know?

I'm jealous is what it is.

That's exactly it.
That's the problem,
That I'm just jealous.

He talks to her.

Day?
Bad.
Oh?
You?
Not Done.
Yes.

He talks to her.

Cliches...Contradictions...Confusions...Chaos I tell you!

There is both so much, and absolutely nothing to say.

This is where Abmiguities come into play...

Should I make them whimsical? or, heaven help me, woeful?

Riddles and Rhymes to keep you guessing why my mind's full...

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Summer Nationals '06

I'll post more later. Enjoy... or not, you know whatever.Yeah, I'm all cool and stuff...Me and Michelle Dowdle. I can't remember if I was angry or happy in this picture because you can't see my face....hahaha.This is the Team Bout against...I want to say Seattle...? Well whoever they were, we completely dominated.... I'm just this side of anxious. hahaha.I love my Coach. She's so cool...And Scott is my hero.They had to check our weapons to make sure we didn't cheat... heh heh heh...