Monday, September 25, 2006

Faulty: Send in for Repairs

I'm Proud
Stubborn
Critical
Jealous
Morally Weak
Unsure
Competitive
I Procrastinate
I'm Fake
Vain
Ego-Centric
Spiteful
Judgmental
Untrusting
Untrustworthy
Conniving
Two-Faced

TELL ME!

Tell me I'm a Diva
Tell me I'm a Bitch
Please...Please
Tell me I'm stuck in my own little world

Because I am.
I am.
I am.

Stuck...
I can't help you, and it's eating me up inside.

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

u hv all the makings of an actor, sweets LOL

thesexyswede said...

thank you for not refuting what I said lx. hahaha it's funny because I AM in theatre...

ohhh dear.

Anonymous said...

i really am sorry... cuz it's all my fault, and I know it... I don't mean to be such a bitch myself- I just am so mistrusting of everyone that I end up hurting the people I love the most, like you. please forgive me

Alex Sousa said...

Well like Epictetus says: "First say to yourself what you would be; and then do what you have to do.” If you don't like those things, do something about it. Change it. But remember, no great thing happens overnight.

Don't be so hard on yourself, everybody has a right to survive. And I say don't erradicate those qualities, but learn to control them. Master yourself; that's where true freedom is. Come to terms with who and what you are, realize what you have to offer.

Like I've said before, kick life in the ass and take control. Make life cry "uncle" because you're the boss. Your life shouldn't control you, you control your life. Keep up the fight.

"Difficulties are things that show a person what they are"

(And, P.S., I'm going to be blogging again)

Alex Sousa said...

And also, no person is faulty because there is no scale for it to be graded against because there is no "normal" only comfortable familiarity. People are people, it's simple as that. Love yourself for who you are. That's important. Love yourself or you won't be able to love anybody else or let them love you. Come to terms with who you are. Accept it. Embrace it.