Sunday, February 19, 2006

I'm over you...stop flattering yourself.

I've moved on, but you think I haven't.
Why? I just want to know why?
You never explained.

I miss our friendship.
But you left, when I needed you
When I needed someone the most

Brutal Honesty: I could never trust you again.
I don't have the emotional endurace.
You've lost it...twice. once more for good.

I want to talk to you, then I remember.
It's just easier to hate me.
How do normal people fix this?

I miss our friendship,
that's what hurts,
But it's not worth it.

I want to talk to you, then I remember.
I have let go.
Now it's your turn.

Brutal Honesty: You won't let it go.
But it's not worth it anymore.
Trying was too trying.

Too taxing.
Too damn hard.

I've said goodbye.
I don't regret it...
It's only appropriate.

my first crush...
my first kiss...
my first heartache.

Brutal Honesty: I hate you.
I didn't before, I loved you, never more.
I hate that it's this way now

No more, just...no more.
Is it really easier to hate?
Was it nothing but empty words?

Don't answer.
I need to know.
Don't...please answer.

I've moved on, I've moved on.
Let me alone.
I loved you, no more.

You left when I needed you.
Don't flatter yourself.
I love you...no more.

2 comments:

The Short One said...

here is a sporadic poem by jenesse:

i love jessy
she is so freaking awesome
she understands me
when everyone else plays dumb

if i didn't have my jessy
i would probably join a punk band
because she understands me
and works miracles with her hands

jessy likes to call me fpp
only i'm not polish at all
i might be going sledding whee!
and maybe throw a snowball

this poem had better end soon
because it is obvious i'm tired
but i love jessy more than the moon
and will call her a friend for life...rd.

sorry...got a bit lazy on that last line. i figured i would end with an...uhh...a-l-t-e-r-n-a-t-i-v-e rhyme. yeahhh...that was it...

*shifty eyes*

thesexyswede said...

HAHAHA

iiiii love you!